I don't know how to explain about this...
From the very beginning of my life startin 2004 is just rumblin,gamblin,frustratin,n devastatin,includin hatin...and all wif 'ing' pronounce
I don't know when will my parents realise that I'm too tired for all this ridiculous stuff..hey I'm already 24th and its already up tp 6years now..why still capturin the same drama tagline?
I hate u,u did this,u did that,I'm better,I'm good,I aint like u,oh god,u such a badass that's why ur in trouble..bla bla bla...
See the punchline?same isn't it..read what I wrote...its happenin for 6years..n I guess its goin to be the same for the next few years maybe?or maybe until I closed my eyes?or until they both closed their eyes?I don't know...
Believe it or not..it happens to be the third person in the actor stage..MY BROTHER..the only one brother I had..he just the same wif mt dad n my mum...24years facing his trouble n wet blanket attitude..just makes me feel dun care about him anymore..I did love him..I know he's bcmin like that bcoz of the attitude of our parents,n plus,my grandma not an exception..
But I tink this way...
God give me brain to think,why can't I use them for myself?rather than tinkin about them..I should love myself more
Sound VERY THE SELFISH kn?
I have to..I dun wana cry no more...everyday I'm strugglin myself just to streghten my heart and said 'my marriage will b better,n I'm gonna be better..
BUT...
WILL I?
I'm on the go
-XOXO-
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