Its good to be home..no doubt
But then thinkin of future make me scared a bit
Not coz I'm not up for the challenges ahead..I am prepared for that...
But..
Where shall I start the intro of my future...
This morning,I couldn't find any place to apply job in my field..
How am I supposed to calculate my salary?my expenses?
I got debts each month...
By the other hand..
Edy just think about marriage..
I just hope he realise that he need a car n a house 1st b4 we can get married..
Aku dh xlarat nk idup susah...
Bkn nk kaya..tp biarlah sederhana n ade sumenya..nk bergerak keman2,nk ape2 xsusah...
But if I utter a single words..he would tought that I'm not interested in marrying him...its not about that!ish...
Wish he could understand..I want a very lowprofile life..
I mean it edy...
Please understood,its not a mansion I'm possessing to,its not a sports/magnificient vehicle I'm achieving to..
Just like a few people I know..having lowcost malaysian car,a single storey house,on its own land,with fully furnished kitchen,own small garden with small pond+fountain,and a small pool..
Wish I could say all this..I know u wish to have bmw and all..
But..maintanence?..
If u can manage..its ok..
I'm just not prepare for another miscellanous..
Love u edy,
Xoxo
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