Mission Impossible IV

Well,as 15th december approached..as well as Tom Cruise starring in Mission Impossible 4 : Ghost Protocol..

Farah manage to get us last minute tickets..10.10pm...

Nice movie thou..but I didn't enjoy it much..coz inside my head..there's a song running thru..

Christina Perry - Thousand Years

'Heart beat fast...one step closer... I have die everyday..waiting for you..darling don't afraid I have loved u for a thousand years...'


Actually..that song was soundtrack Twilight Saga-Breaking Dawn..as the moment Edward and Bella Swan get married...

I'm really respect the attittude and such a pure heart Edward had...he trust Bella with all his heart..letting her to be fren n closed with Jacob...even on the wedding day...

Jacob love Bella so much...but then her heart are all to Edward..and end with him...

Its hard to find and have a person who can put such trust in ourself eventhou we have react exactly supposed to them...



Me,On The Go..


Xoxo


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Love Frames

The song 'Percaya Padaku' by Pasha Ungu retain in my ear every single day as I let my car running towards HJTS..

Aku tak tahu,
Apa yang ku rasakan,
Dalam hatiku,
Saat pertama kali,
Lihat dirimu,
Melihatmu,

Seluruh tubuh ku,
Terpaku dan membisu,
Detak jantungku,
Berdebar xmenentu,
Sepertinya aku,
Tak ingin berlalu..

Those are the 1st phrases..

Berikan cintamu,juga sayangmu,
Percaya padaku,ku kan menjagamu,
Hingga akhir waktu,menjemputku..

Here's the 2nd phrases...

Both phrases make me smile all day..when the faces came crosses...as I awake and fell asleep..as it will retain like that..forever..

Love Frame

All or Nothing...

Xoxo

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The Great Wall

What ever happens..


Don't let go off my hands..


That's all I wanna say...

Behind this great wall...

We are embrace the army of ourselves..

Preparin us for any circumstances...

Together we r strong behind this wall...

No giant wind could break us...
No giant waves could smash us...
No giant flames could burn us...


Till death...do tear us apart...


Be with me.

Xoxo


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A Short Tour

Today starts wif a bit gloomy situation as early at 2.30am as I received my mom's call regarding her journey with ekspres transnasional Kemaman-Seremban which terribly missassume by the route the bus took..

However...at 4.30am,mama arrived safely in Terminal One Seremban..

The alarm singing loud as we get up and ready to push off to Hosp Tuanku Jaafar...zzz...the only place where we have to be until January 21st,2012..

The plan workout smoothly as I've brought the court order to Pn.Noraini,the 2nd PIC of Lab student trainee...

As planned earlier...Shimong N Debab were coming with me..heee

Journey start with lunch,support by mama at nearby stall..then brought her to buy 2 pair of new heels..cost only rm20 each..haha..CHEAP rite?..plus..its lighter than those expensive one..

Next stop were Berjaya Time Square..also mama brought 2 pair of blouse and she buy us Hot n Roll..haha

Later we move out from KL hot Jam Time..to Senawang hair saloon..
Rm16 for wash and blow..we are DONE


Tour are resume to Melaka..but wif new alternatif...By the non-tolled road..haha..as we passe by tampin,rembau,pedas,linggi,we had a DURIAN and RAMBUTAN pit-stop...ahahaha

But non of the durians carried in the car...Not even one...haha

As we arrived in Melaka,we proceed to our main target plan..MEDAN BAKAR ANJUNG BATU..

Its quit far from ayer keroh Tol..but its worth it..heh!..Bamboo Shell,Kupang and Tuka Grill..nice wif nasik lemak 3.0..ahaha

Later after dinner we take a short tour around bandar hilir..stopped at menara taming sari,we rent 2 'beca' wic cost me rm50 as our tour guide around the Melaka Tree,A Famosa,The Red Building,The Christ Church,The Aircraft,and back to dataran..

Short,sweet,and yet,,its cherishable..I didn't bother much about money I have..I just want to make everyone happy..especially my mother...

Mama..ill become a wife soon..and I'm glad that we can be friends till I die..love u mama...


Xoxo



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Not Even At All

There's come once in a life time that u have to say..u are totally can't have that particular thing..

Anytin..anyone...anywhere..

U just can't be even the basic level thing...

But the scene and feels won't go away...

Its hurt when it passed by...

Its hurt when it speaks out...

Its hurt when it has to be...

Not Even Close..Not Even A Little Bit..Not Even At All...

The Victory Was None...

Game Over

Xoxo


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Anak Tiri

Sakit hati kalau di sebut,di ungkit,di igt atau di alami setiap hari...

Praktikal kt hosp tuanku jaafar seremban mmg sucks...

Kerja best..I love my job,I love learning tins..n do tins..but wen it comes to staff...and rules...n regulations...its sucks like hell...

Diorg ni nk kecoh2 kalo ktorg xdtg kerja,tp diorg xpnh faham yg kami ni student,kerja bkn ade elaun,sewa umah lagi.ape sume...

Diorg tau nk complaint2...ko yg kerja makan gaji buta ble ktorg ade,sume bnd ktorg buat..ko duk goyang kaki.itupun nk sakit hati..


Eh jap..ktorg yg dtg xdtg ko nk bising..minah pendek tu 2minggu hilang xde sape tny pulak?!!

BULLSHIT!


Screw Them all!!




Xoxo


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Third Phase of Life

I believe since I was in primary school..everyone has our own phase of life..so am I..
For me..I'm entering the 2nd phase of my life beginning 22nd january 2012..the phase to become a carrier women...

The 2nd phase of mine shows that I have to be totally independent..stand on my own legs..searching for a suitable job with a suitable mount of salary..and gettin stabilize...

Believe it or not..I'm kinda late than my friends out there with the same age of mine...90% of them already complete their 2nd phase long2 time ago..


And almost 70% of them already reaching the 3rd phase...MARRIAGE

This year I can say that...the THIRD PHASE CELEBRATION...
Startin january 2011 until today,I didn't stop than receiving wedding invitation from my schoolmates...

And last but not least...20% of them who already married are now pronouce as MOMMY AND DADDY...

(˘_˘")...feel a bit old and slow..

I didn't bother much about the 3rd phase but entering the 3rd phase shows that u r completing the 2nd phase already...and aku rasa tercabar dgn situasi tersebut..zzzz

But anyhow..I dunt blame anyone,anytin as the reason I've become today..late doesn't mean bad..its just the good wana be the best to come later on...

God have all the plan...I should be thankful..


Thank u Allah..


Xoxo


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Silent Enemy

Its hard to say if the person we called a friend,housemate,BFF...is eventually the most enemy of them all..


If a guy trying to be nice with a woman,or getting along with that piece of work..were gona say 'the sweet talker' or 'the ladiesman' ...true and its sound normal..obviously..

But wen it turns to a gurl being a sweet talker just to have sympathy of her Wfrens among her..that's disgusting attitude ok..

Ure getting along with someone just bcoz u hv no one else..or to have somtin that u don't deserve to..

Come on paul...

Get over urself...

Ur just being an idiot to bluff people u tot too stupid than u are...


I hate ur attitude..seriously

Xoxo



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Rainbows Over The Cloud

As far as it can be concern is our PRIDE,EGOS,LUST...how these words leads to PREJUDICE,FRUSTRATION AND MISTAKES...


Having a bit fight isnt a funny,enjoy thing for me...especially when it happens to be with the one i love...ive made mistake that moment for saying those HARSH WORD with the HARSH TONE in the HARSH TIME..

i didnt blame my past n preasent for anything i did..i mean..not entirely...but somehow it affects me like a giant alive globe..just think how those waves can crush me once for all and some of my lifetime...SUCKS...





IN OTHER WAY...



Allah jadikan sesuatu itu tidak sia-sia....theres always a rainbow crossing over the clouds in the sky after a rainy cats and dogs day..i believe in that..and ive receive it already...

azahari zaidi...our relationship too complicated to be describe in words but too furnished to be compared with others...bcoz we become stronger after the storms runs dry...

we always have each other...we already accomplished few phases passed...now we are going to have some more...

love u..


xoxo

Four Leaf Clover

there's no place on earth would shine dawn till nite...sometimes rain would came cross in the noon..


Same does with me n my love...eventhou he just too cute to b prejudise and jealous of me coz I'm far from him...but still he Is my Four Leaf Clover..Ơ̴̴̴̴̴̴͡.̮Ơ̴͡


Browse thru my family...my mom and brother just look alike...its like they are the mirror of each other...
Suprisingly they didn't notice that..infact..they keep ignored it..n keep their EGO and DISRESPECT...

But then,edy told me that he did saw the way I saw them...that's a relief..


I'm more like my DAD when comes to things I want in my life (simple life with medium profit but full of love)


My mum and bro more to MATERIAL type..for them,chasing as much as u can have in the world...a part of me yes...not all of them...

I am DIFFERENT


Dear edy..do realize that I'm DIfferent..
At least special in front of ur eyes..
And located warmly in ur heart...



Xoxo

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Future Planning

Its good to be home..no doubt

But then thinkin of future make me scared a bit

Not coz I'm not up for the challenges ahead..I am prepared for that...

But..

Where shall I start the intro of my future...

This morning,I couldn't find any place to apply job in my field..

How am I supposed to calculate my salary?my expenses?

I got debts each month...

By the other hand..

Edy just think about marriage..
I just hope he realise that he need a car n a house 1st b4 we can get married..

Aku dh xlarat nk idup susah...

Bkn nk kaya..tp biarlah sederhana n ade sumenya..nk bergerak keman2,nk ape2 xsusah...

But if I utter a single words..he would tought that I'm not interested in marrying him...its not about that!ish...

Wish he could understand..I want a very lowprofile life..

I mean it edy...

Please understood,its not a mansion I'm possessing to,its not a sports/magnificient vehicle I'm achieving to..

Just like a few people I know..having lowcost malaysian car,a single storey house,on its own land,with fully furnished kitchen,own small garden with small pond+fountain,and a small pool..

Wish I could say all this..I know u wish to have bmw and all..

But..maintanence?..

If u can manage..its ok..



I'm just not prepare for another miscellanous..



Love u edy,
Xoxo

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The Stick N The Grease

Talking about BFF doesn't fit me much..

For me..all my girlfrens are just great to be my BFF clan..

Nobody is perfect of course..so I defines them as equally as it should be

But when tins goes a bit rough n rockin..I choose to let it be..n goes out freely..

Didn't blame anyone for them,me also change..I seldom meet my frens back then coz I'm not in the condition of can do anytin wif money..that's why

N frankly,they still be there for me..some of them..I'm totally grateful..

Sticky doesn't mean its has to b u all the time..it could be others...

Greasy happens when the glue doesn't fit anymore..n all left is..promises that can't be fullfilled...






I'm on the go
-Xoxo-
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The Same Drama Tagline

I don't know how to explain about this...

From the very beginning of my life startin 2004 is just rumblin,gamblin,frustratin,n devastatin,includin hatin...and all wif 'ing' pronounce

I don't know when will my parents realise that I'm too tired for all this ridiculous stuff..hey I'm already 24th and its already up tp 6years now..why still capturin the same drama tagline?

I hate u,u did this,u did that,I'm better,I'm good,I aint like u,oh god,u such a badass that's why ur in trouble..bla bla bla...

See the punchline?same isn't it..read what I wrote...its happenin for 6years..n I guess its goin to be the same for the next few years maybe?or maybe until I closed my eyes?or until they both closed their eyes?I don't know...

Believe it or not..it happens to be the third person in the actor stage..MY BROTHER..the only one brother I had..he just the same wif mt dad n my mum...24years facing his trouble n wet blanket attitude..just makes me feel dun care about him anymore..I did love him..I know he's bcmin like that bcoz of the attitude of our parents,n plus,my grandma not an exception..

But I tink this way...

God give me brain to think,why can't I use them for myself?rather than tinkin about them..I should love myself more

Sound VERY THE SELFISH kn?

I have to..I dun wana cry no more...everyday I'm strugglin myself just to streghten my heart and said 'my marriage will b better,n I'm gonna be better..



BUT...


WILL I?





I'm on the go
-XOXO-
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Medical Lab Trainee

As a month passed..I'm actually in training at Hospital Tuanku Jaafar Seremban..

Works just fine..mn ade kije xsusah n xde migrain?haha..awal2 dh sakit..kih3...

Being far from edy just give test as much as it has been..but then..he always have been the best in my heart..no doubt

Its not like I've quitt my funlife just becoz of I've belong to sumone..nope..not at all actually..I still make new frens..guys n girls..but then that's all..

Thinkin about past funlife really amaze me and make me smile..but then its just a memory..frens nowadays..too scared to be trust anyway..

Anyway..I'm just happy to be who I am..


XOXO... (•˘⌣˘•)˘ε˘•)
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STOP!

The title too short too understood the real situation and yet to broad to justify which part,isn't it?

It just me..feel funny...startin wif my old best friend until my new present besties,I kept the same punch line..

'I've CARED and TOO MUCH CONCERN ABOUT OTHERS"...

I've been in their foot once wen my bf doubtin my loyalty instead of givin chances for explaination...so when it happens to be with my BFF,I've start to crounchin myself to scold or telling the truth that the BOYFRENS are doin mistake and wrong to my BFF...

But in return...it just make me upgradin my enemy list.. (˘_˘")

Maybe now its time to stop bein too much concern...

Wonder when the time comes for me..will there be someone out there protectin me as much as I did for them...

I hope so...


XOXO



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Silent in Crowd

Its been a while I didn't update anytin in my blog...

Its goin to start soon...startin wif my parents...

The 24th
sept ceremony....

The love lane...

The travel of fortune to Seremban...

And..

The beast inside you..

Love u bloggers...
XOXO
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9 Julai WaDeFaK?!

WARNING : AKU BUAT NI PRIVATE,SO SAPE MAKAN CILI RASA PEDAS SENDIRI TANGGUNG,OK?

pagi aku bgn arini,7.30 dh sibuk menyiapkan lab report coz aku nk blk kampung awal..
stat arini aku amek seminggu trus cuti a.k.a ponteng..OMG...ape nk jadi la..kesnya bermula dengan ura-ura rusuhan 9 julai yg di gelar BERSIH akan di adakan di ibu negara..dgr idea bodoh ni datang dr parti pembangkang,aku senyum...betapa bodohnya pengikut mereka..

ade kah pengikut2 ni sedar bahawasanya diorg di tipu idup2 oleh mereka yg ade kepentingan dalam politik?..alangkah bodohnye mereka membiarkn diri jadi sampah pada tanah air dan pada mereka yg membenarkan tumpahnye darah ko..eloknye korang ni lahir dlu,pijak bg mati awal2 kn?

mak bapak ko dlu duk tanah melayu sekadar makan nasi cicah garam,"kerajaan" yg ko benci2 panggil sampah tu lah yg memberi kelebihan pada mak bapak ko beranak kan ko free kat sepital kerajaan!betapa bodohnye korg!ish!..malu aku dengan kaum melayu yg akal nye panjang sejengkal..

betul kate TUN DR MAHATHIR MOHAMMAD...melayu mudah lupa...sbb tu lah zaman jepun dlu,kita ni di tindas macam anjing kurap,lepas tu british tlg selamatkan kita dr azab tu,smplah di mana TUANKU ABDUL RAHMAN PUTRA AL-HAJ merayu,rakyat bergadai harta semata2 nk nye MERDEKA..ade ke anak melayu sekarang mcm ni?...PTUIIHH!!! aku berani kerat jari,MALAYSIA akan tergadai tak lama lagi dengan adenye bangsat2 anak melayu mcm ni..

aku xckp aku baik,aku xckp aku sokong mn2..jelas dan nyata aku bukan ahli politik,tp aku cuma salah seorg rakyat yg masih berfikir,sejarah dan masa depan...dlu GEORGE W BUSH,angkat tangan jupe TUN MAHATHIR,sekarang OBAMA boleh tepuk tangan dekat PM kita and said "WOW! I WONDER HOW HAVING TWO CAPTAIN IN ONE SHIP?!"

sape yg faham tu,mmg bagus,means korg berfikir mcm aku berfikir..

kerjaan yg di bina x salah,yg salah adalah org yg dalam kerajaan tu...pk elok2..MALAYSIA tlalu bagi muka pada PENDATANG,
suka sgt DASAR PANDANG KE BARAT KN?..tu yang lahir mereka2 yg rs diri dia megah bagai nk rak

P/S bg yg memberontak yg di mana dahulu adalah student tajaan MARA yg di hantar ke luar negeri,sila sedar diri lah,kerajaan bazir duit sial kt ko..ko duk oversea,goyang2 punggung sedap2,ble dh blk malaysia kena sign kontrak,nk mengamuk ape bagai,ape hal?...
ni yg susah,makan bersuap berak bertadah,org mintak cuci punggung jew,eh,mengamuk jugak...

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

satu aspek lagi yg aku nmpk,bkn salah rakyat 100 %,org2 atas pun sama,ape leh buat sbb mereka pun dtg dr group lapisan dekad yg sama..cuma jalan mereka berbeza..kalau kita tgk generasi arini macam roti kt kedai kek sungai wang,proses sm time,bakar sama rata,keluar ketuhar pun yg sama,cuma endingnye dalam mulut pelbagai org..itu gelaran yg aku panggil pada generasi yg lahir mula pada tahun 1980...dan aku tak terkecuali..cuma aku masih mampu berfikir...masih

MELAYU MUDAH LUPA..

kita hidu aman damai,walau malaysia ni lebih kurang tgk sama je ngn amerika,tp kita masih selamat,xpenah sekali ALLAH turunkn bencana alam teruk2 yang smp padang jarak padang tekukur,tgk jepun,australia,indon,ALLAH beri petunjuk pada mereka yg merasa diri mereka lebih besar dr keagungannya...namun masih kita alpa..sedarlah,xsuruh ko berjilbab litup pun,atau usung tasbih sepanjang jalan,xde,iman itu bukan di lihat dari pakaian kamu,tapi dr cr kamu berfikir...

aku rs ramai kt luar sana yg setuju ngn luahan hati aku ni...if you think like me..than its good..

i dont mean no harm..

but then..korg kena igt...dunia ni xkan kekal selamanya...xguna nk bertikam lidah sesama sendiri,memaki caci pada sesuatu yg dh mmg wujud sebelum korg lahir..

bg mereka yg di atas,kamu xkn selamanya di atas,tp semasa di atas tu,igtlah, bahawa tiada yg hebat selain dari yg MAHA ESA...

Everything But Me

The title explain everything isn't it?

As a daughter and sister,I'm fullfillin everyone quest everyday of my life,I have to do everythin,and I've done it well...

As a lover,I've been there for him so I can make sure he's fine,well sleep,well cared...

Sometimes...I kept askin to myself...I didn't fullfill my quest yet...for me...notin yet...true,2 of them hv been fullfilled...a brand new car and mobile phone..

But then,that was the things I needed..not I desire for...

Keeping for others first...that's what I've doing lately...just a brand new guitar for the last 10 years...I still couldn't have one..coz no one encourage me for it..no one...but me...

Just like the volkswagen beetle I love to have too..no one cares about it...

Wait the minute..that's not all...still lots of items I've desire for myself..but then..I've left it hanging...coz nobody feels to care for me..no one wanna listen to me...no body cares...

I kept my hands and ears laid for them,for their laugh,for their tears,for their pain...

EVERYTHING....BUT ME....

(╥﹏╥)

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Three Musketeers

Ngeee..it was fine friday morning as I get up kissed my pumpkin while he's gettin himself ready for work...

Alonh entered the room as it was his.. (-_-) hahaha..as usual la with half naked attitude..me n pumpkin just laugh...
He soon uttered 'JOM G CAMERON!'

Melopong gak lah mulut aku jap..biar betul..tgk monyet hutan tu dh melompat2 tawaf bilik aku pastu bilik ma nk g cameron,vacation?

Unfortunately,edy will b left behind sbb dia ade kije and kena jaga umah..

Packin stuff for 2 days..and we depart..cheewaaah...

"700 meters..turn left.Continue 38km then exit right..."

Gitulah lebih kurang suara minah GPS abg aku..garmin installed dlm 3rd phone dia nokia N95..haha..

As far as I've known..its been more than 12years since the last time I've been to cameron highland..plus its been 15years I didn't go to such places,the highway,the roads and all...so now..its come back..

Having new highways across kenyir lake really amazed me,the beauty of kenyir damp and lakes view makes me impress for the creator of life..subahannallah..

The road was fine,wider highway,bertar and kurang lubang,still ade coz kawasan lori balak kuar masuk kn...but then its cool.. ┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌

Exit from terengganu were kelantan territory..a small hill that divides them on the highway,makes us enterin Gua Musang,Kelantan.

The horror part of kelantan is..hah kau!jalan macam haram!btul2 kuar je sempadan,4WD kami dh terjun lubang,jalan pulak,masyaallah,muat2 dua bijik keta perodua kancil..haaaa...ko pk jelah..tHere's one part yg mmg aku ngn abg aku mmg maki hamun kerajaan kelantan is,tgh2 jalan boleh ade lobang sebesar lori nearby felda aring 3,jln tu olak tul2 tepi gaung ladang sawit..WAAAAAAHHHH!!!

Soon after gua musang,we proceed the journey up on hill to cameron highland (new way between pahang n kelantan)

Entering cameron highland doesn't impress me much,not that too much different from past years I'm here..yet I'm still in love wif da flowers,cactus and fruits..strawberry of course..anyway,arrivin there during school holiday season,really sucks..too many people,too many rubbish..

Still,I've brought few souviners for my love ones... ┐(˘⌣˘)

Stayin one nite at cameron,we travel down hill to ipoh,perak on the next day.
Today our main gamble is to fine LOBSTER...haaaa..giler udang galah betul...from ipoh to sg kerian,akhirnya dptlah sekilo udang galah hidup2...haha..

Habis cerita udang galah,kami teruskn perjalanan ke PENANG...

Kt penang kami xbuat pape just lepak Quenssbay Mall,beli vacuum kt harvey norman and makan steamboat tepi laut..bosan k dtg penang,sbb time tu dh malam...

Out of penang,we stay a nite at diamond hotel,juru,autocity...next morning,we off to 'RopeWalk' in butterworth..we were told that that's the most shoppin heaven in there...hopeless...indah khabar dr rupa..

Shoot off we went to Jeli,acrossing Temenggor damp,the largest damp in malaysia really scarry me..haha...its was 15years ago when my parent use to travel between those roads preparing us for a better future today...memory to cherish..

Soon we arrived at Bukit Bunga..a shoppin heaven for people who don't even cared about brands except PRICE..hehehe..

From bukit bunga we went downroad to Rantau Panjang,here's another heaven for people who love stuff from THAILAND...especially my mom,she will have more than 2 matress per visit to brought home ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ

From rantau panjang,its already dawn..soon at 8pm Malaysia time,we arrived at Wakaf Che Yeh,Kota Bharu downtown..haaa kau..igt kelantan xde?ade k..haha cuma pakaiannye of coz lebih kepada thai's and muslim's lah kn..

For edy,he said that placed was bored..haha...just ignored him..he's too towny compared to me.. Peace!..haha

Around 1am in the morning,after having unpleasent mee goreng basah at a stall on way back home,along drive towards Machang and Pasir Putih,straight back to Jerteh and Kemaman.

Around 4.30am,along's phone rang,edy called,shivering,frightenedly tellin that he got goosebumps at our room,sleepin alone of course..he's waitin for us in my car at Geliga Bus Station..

Soon we arrive at edy around 5.30am... ( ‾▿‾)-c<´o`) alaaa..cian dia kena kacau hantu..heee...

That's end of aour short vacation,3 musketeers,without my dad.. (-_-)" haha

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Flawless...

its killing me..DAMN MAXIS! apehal ko slow sangat ni?lebih teruk dr skuter nenek aku kt kampunglah!ish!

dengan muke selamba aku text en kesayangan "B,tenet slooowwww (T___T)"

"go register P1 Wimax, abg bayarkn monthly"

YEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Vroooom!!! aku memecut saga ungu ku ke bandar kemaman menuju kedai kek MALTA.Sebaik aku berhenti dpn kedai kek tu,aku angkat2 kening... (o_0)...ni bukan kedai kek kawan lama skola aku dlu tu ke?

haha...a chinese fellow come over wif the package and stuff....tanda itu ini,n now setel...

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oleh kerana new tenet kn?..meh try berfacebooking plak...ngeee...buka fb,page pertama yg terpampang dpn skrin is NEWSFEED a.k.a berita harian..haha...WOOSH!!.."Ain Ashikin in SINGLE"...

:-0 oh my?...biar betull ni?...

laju aku amek hp aku and text ke RAJA king kong aku..."need update on lalat status.."

replied : "true enough,short of stories, shikin dh tawar hati pada Jay...kes lambat stable and push nk kawen cpt"

aku diam trus...

perlahan otak aku mengflasback kejadian few years back in Shah Alam,Sect 13, Taman Tadisma...

it was an awfull night..the biggest fight ever happen between me and Shikin...i've becomed the victim of a group of friends who accidentally trap me to fall in a status of "TREASON" A.K.A "BETRAYAL"

..it was my FUCKING ex idea untuk tgk aku suffer and buat kawan2 aku bencikan aku..pergghhh!!!...
mmg mamat tu berjaya coz aku pun dpt kawan yg agak pukimak at that time laaa...

the most thing i hate her for trusting my ex rather than me who she known for ages...thanx paul..u've light up my nite..(-_-)...

as the end...i'm forcing myself to throw everything out and let everything go away from me...make my own way thou...

until the forgiveness came cross at 2010....4 years after the incident...

its funny when flash back the moment when she say "he's mine","we are happy","we are meant together", "we are getting married" suddenly turned up to be... NOTHING...

aku xpernah doakn ko xbahagia walau aku sgt rs di tikam dr blkg ms gaduh mlm tu...i feel sorry for you... i do....just then shikin,i hope u've decide the best for you...

now...its become 2 of my friends yang dh berkarier mengDUMP boyfren2 mereka...adoi...

reason : unstable,unsecure,tired of waiting...

reflection : loneliness

solution : none taken yet..

hell ya freakin me out...

girls...be strong...

Crucial Demanding

am i finally become bored of waiting....?

or

become bored for giving too much.....?

or

become bored in receiving too little......?

or

i'm still not ready to become an adult which keep busy with works,family,relationship and all.....?

or

i'm still in need to have fun and regain things i avoid to do previously coz i kept thinking for others first...?



i am all of the above...seriously....
i shud have fun for myself...
i need a true vacation
i;m preparing for that
like it or not
i need it for myself
i'm tired of waiting for you to bring me
and all
you just keep for yourself first...
i aint waiting no more..

Construction Driver??

Hahaha...

Tgk title blog sume duk pakat huha huha..ape kebenda yg construction driver?

Sebenarnya itu definition bg org mcm aku yg blk ke kampung halaman menguruskn bisnes kt sana..

Di kl aku mmg student.. MLT student (˘◦◦┐˘) ...hahaha...bunyi syoook jek..

Back in my hometown..I'm just a runner,supervisor,driver and admin clerk for SNE ENTERPRISE Construction...

Hehe..itulah company keluarga aku yg dh established for last 6years..starting dgn perabot jati,computers,karaoke,last2 property construction..

Sepjg seminggu aku blk cuti ni,mmg stiap hour regular timetable aku 8am-8pm...haha ke hulu ke hilir jd driver setia teman mama g site,n everitin yg melibatkn kuar dr umah...

Exhausted but I enjoyed my time.
┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌ ...having my baby wif me every nite sleep beside me,cheer me a lot even we got too much tin to do..

Today getah's pay day..tp 2 minggu berturut2 asyek hujan so bykla gangga income pumpkin,but then we'll still can manage n duit blanje yg dia bg pun aku byk simpan dr guna,yelah,buatnye ade emergency,x ke naye aku klu duit simpanan tu hilang?...AMANAH ┐(˘⌣˘)

Kt site pulak,2 situasi bebeza,site kg mak chili dh nk masuk 35% progression siap,pakai pekerja indon...kt site fikri pulak,footing pun xsiap2 lg, dh nk masuk seminggu ok! (˘_˘") susah upah malay labour,main2 byk,dh tu nk upah hari2,rasa cam nk maki pun ade,tp mama still cool sabar je..

Sabar btul org tua aku tu..heee..TELADAN baik..kena ikut..hahaha




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Cinta Nur Kasih

Mungkin aku yg masih xbersedia...
Bersedia dgn software baru dlm otak aku yg bergelar " mengdelete kisah lalu" ..

Heh..nonsense jek bunyik...menyampah pun ade...

Muvie Nur Kasih br2 ni mmg bg titik tolak dlm hati aku..
Ade part sakit hati..
Ade part terharu..
Ade part marah...
Tp dlm byk2 part...part yg plg aku repect...

KETABAHAN CINTA ABADI..

Muahahaha..muntah seyh erni jiwang karat kt blog (˘_˘") ..

Entah mampu atau tidak aku menjadi Nur Amani...

Tetapi andai Allah berikn aku kebahagiaan sejati..sempurna utk aku abadikan sehingga ke akhir hayat...

Kenapa tidak kn?
Kita hny merancang..Allah penentunya..tp kita sebagai hamba kena sentisa berdoa dan meminta yg terbaik dari-Nya...

Amin..
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Pray

Its been a while I'm keeping myself a bit dissapointed with the fate...


Later on I realize it doesn't change me to become haters or disbelieve...but overcoming the obstacle produce the new me now...

And yes...the fate suddenly change...like my love ones always said...accept the fate 1st..redha...Allah seldom give what you want but in the end u'r gonna have what u exactly need for life...and I bet..its true...

Thank you Allah...

Although its not everything...but half of my wishes...which I accidentally quit hoping backthen...suddenly came true...

The last tin I know...don't make me sad again Allah...I'm just a women...to soft to be hard boiled egg...

(♥-̮♥) and tonite...I pray for my parents...may they have the happiness they've been searchin for..even if its fate..one day..they won't be together..at least feel them with love..eternity..

INSYAALLAH...


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Picture of Thousand Smiles

Its nearly end of the 1st half of 2011 isn't it pumpkin?through high and low...we still there as by promises had laid...we still have each other...

I don't want to turn back time...its not that I want to forget the sweet memories we had..no...but I just want to move on...move on with you together living the new phase of our relationship..

We aint like anybody else..we are to far to be simplify...we are much complex than others have faught out about them...

We just us...so then each time we have to be apart...here's some phrases for you...

"Don't you wanna stay here a little while?...Don't you wanna hold each other tight...Don't you wanna fall asleep with me tonight...We can make forever feel this way...Don't you wanna stay?..."

Love u pumpkin...no more head-fry behaviour ok?haha...just can't get enough of you..
(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)mmmuaaah!!



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Devastating Mood

What's wrong wif me?


Too lazy to study....

Too weak to dance up my fingers with pens on papers...

Too sad to be happy with my bloody semester...



Damn....I'm in devastating mood... (X_x)"
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Fair Judgement

If u wana say I'm a person who ditch an old fren for new one...its up to u...I don't care...

Tellin u da truth,I'm sick of persons yg susah nk buat keputusan...face the fact..u r one of them...

Tellin me u're missing me doesn't impress me much if kuar ngn ko pun mcm kuar ngn org asing,kn?..

Klu rs kuar ngn aku xsehepi dlu,oleh sebab
A)xde jantan
B)susah nk kuar ngn bf ko jap g
Better xyah kuar la ngn aku frm da very beginning...

So stop tellin me dat aku lupe kwn,lame x g jenguk ko mcm ko slalu dtg jenguk aku dlu,bkn aku xleh buat,tp ble aku buat,aku dh xnmpk girlfrens quality time ble ngn ko...

Aku xpnh pilih2 kasih,aku syg ko,aku tk cr ko,tp sumtime u makin me awkward to make sumtin fun with u...aku pun ade bf gak...dun 4get that...but then,salah ke spend half day ngn kwn2 without worrying ur bf?boleh je kn?bf ko xde ape pun tp ko yg menggelupur xabes2...

GROW UP...

Then,dun ask me why I'm bein far from u...I'm not,never was...but...u never change...u never tink...u did tink before wen u get hurt..then..the feelings just fade away...

GONE WITHOUT MARKS...
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Little Crying Heart

Papa,

Its already 32years of your marriage..ageless..I guess..but unfortunately u are retarded without your calculator..yes u was,u are,u will..forever..

Papa,

I guess giving too much makes u a heartless person,isn't it?..good...what a reflecting journal I have about u here..for the last 24years I watch u walk,talk,fake,make,smile and vile...

Papa,

What the hell u tink of urself?...marriage is a privalege for you to show off the wealthness u never gain on ur own?or is this the way u become a man?God,I'm sick of u!

Papa,

Its time for u to wake up,let her go,what's so bloody hard to let her go in peace?she deserve somene much better than u!damn it!

Papa,

Thank you for teaching me,I guess make me realize that man like u just a piece of shit I can buy,played,n throw it away when I found a new toy..dats what u make mama's felt isn't it?..

Papa,

U r not hurting just mama,u hurting me!u destroying my future to have a better family wif a guy!just what u have destroyed my brothers life...he just a reflecting of u!

Papa,

I guess,dats it,stop being a pretender dat u love me,coz I'm certainly an excellent actress to justify ur act..I am a rebellious kid,because of u!

Papa,

Maybe its time for you to go away from mama's life..if u'r not around,I feel much better seing mama could get laid with other guy!

Papa,just go ok...decide...or I will..a year or less from now...don't make me ur worst nigthmare...I mean it..I've done it before..

Aku xmungkin teragak2 dh utk kali kedua..tanx..u r such a PIG!

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Girls Always Be Girls

Today was absolute fun! Me,kiwi,mango n orange havin gym day's out at kiwi's condo,rosevilla..

Nice view,calm n peacefull...aku,kiwi n mango yg smp dlu,mula2 duk nunggu gaklah c orange..skali dia dpt bad day..orait..kami jlnkn program terlebih dahulu..

Stat ngn gym,lari2(atas crosswalk,ok) pastu tukar plak bnd alah lain yg ade dlm gym tu.mengganas lebih kurang sejam,kami sume penat mcm kura2 bunting..haha...

Orange still xsampai2..pas teguk air segelas dua kami terjun dlm pool...Kecepur!Kecepurrr!....
Leh tahan hebatlah kami ni kan kibas air memercik sampai ke muka...gelak2
Kami dongak langit...bukan air kolam yg terpercik!hah!nice...time tu gak hujan turun derai2...baru sejukn punggung dlm 10mint(lebih kurang r)...kami pun terpaksa naik...

Siap2 bersih badan,sampailah orange ngn adiknya..little grapefruit(haha,nm br utk min)haha..kali ni kami xmampu join dh,longlai lutut sudah..2buah pun turun...

Aku pndg mango,mango pandg kiwi,kiwi pndg dapur...perut dh nyanyi2...bile nk masak megi yg menggoda atas meja dapur ni?...

Dgn bangga g lah kami ke stove..on gas pipe...pulaslah aku kepala starter stove tu.. Kterrrrtk....Kterrrrtk...

Jgnkn kate api,bau gas pun xnaik?aik?...
Kiwi dh bebel2,mau x,byr bulan2 gas xde..haa mistik2..

Mancis d pinjam,dicucuh berbatabg2...MELESET..haha..last2 give up...kami bertiga pun kuar cr makanan...Vroom!!!meluru saga purple ku ke Hartamas Shopping Complex...

Parking ikut suka aku,trus masuk g barisan kedai makan yg di akhiri perkataan "alley"
Aku senyum...bukan sbb aku ade kenangan buruk or manis kt c2..xde2..aku terigt Harry Potter..."Diagon alley"... (^_^)..
Sorry2...I am harry freak! Peace =P

Makanan di bungkus,kami pun blk...
Hala pegi kejap je smp..beberapa minit..time balik..masyaallah...beberapa puluh minit baru aku smp umah..

Sume gara2 (OKB) ok..ini nm yg aku bg pada mereka yg bwk keta besar tp xtau nk ikut rules jalan raya..atau nm lain dia..Orang Kaya Bodoh..ok.. (-_-)"

Smp umah...ngn idung meninggi hidu2 makanan...kami pun pelahap...dgn bangga telan nasi ayam sebungkus sorang!LICIN!
(^.^)...bertambah balik kalori yg aku bakar ptg td..CESSSS
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Reliable vs Eligible vs Maturity

Boleh x bg definition utk 3 perkataan ni x?...
Bg sesetengah org yg aku tanya,jwpn dia senang je "alaaa,ape yg beza nye,lebih kurang je maksud dia,klu org tu eligible n reliable so dia dh mature lah..". (O_o')
I'm wondering...
Bg aku la kan,maksud stiap perkataan pun dh xsama.how come the overall definition comes together?..haaa...pelik x?
Bg yg xnk pk byk2 pasal hal life yg remeh temeh ni mmg la diorg xpeduli,ade yg lagi best siap marah2 ooo..ckp "apela,xpenting pun bnd2 ni nk pk byk2,manusia berubah,ade jahat,ade gak baiknya.." (-_-)...ye ye...aku tau...

Aku mengrefer pd persoalan kawan-kawan aku yg mencari pasangan yg sesuai utk masa depan..a.k.a ELIGIBLE secara konteks,pakej stabil la dr segi income,umah,transport,saving, working status,dll...

RELIABLE pulak terang2 pd mereka yg boleh harap,boleh bergantung,boleh tolak ansur,pendek kate boleh pakai otak and bertanggungjawab,xde la kes2 abai-terabai ni kn?..

MATURITY...hmm kematangan...aku nk sentuh skit bab ni sbb ramai yg aku kenal slalu explain kt aku bg dia yg play cool,independent,sopan,x agresif,pandai memahami refers tu kematangan...(O_o)....a few tins yes..others...I DOUBT dat...
Org yg matang bg aku means dia normal, akan ade time dia jd bodo,baran(sekejap jela),and buat salah yg menyinggung hati org lain...everyone make mistake,stop being a fussy and claim other people childish just because you disagree with their behavior...

Mistakes is the best teachers of life....
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Buah-Buahan Sengal

Part 1
Scene - Lift


Apple,Mango dan Melon masuk lift yang kosong menuju tingkat 6...."KTING"...pintu lift tertutup dgn otomatiknye...Suasana senyap sunyi memandang 3 biji buah sengal je yg ade dlm lift tu..


Mango - "Eh ko Melon,ke belakang la skit,nanti ade org lain pulak nk masuk"
Melon - "ye,ye aku ke belakang"
Apple - "Eh,seronoknye..aku ke depan ye..jaga pintu...


Diam sejenak...


Apple - "aku sakit perut lah..adoi haa...melepas skit aci x?..xde org kn?"


lift trus menyusur tingkat 4..


Mango - "Ape ko mau buat tu apple,jgn sembarangan kamu,dalam lift ni "
Melon - " Ko agak-AGAK la...sekejap je lagi nk smp ni"


Lift melepasi tingkat 5 dan......"PREEEEEEEOOOOTTT"....Syahdu punya bunyi...satu lift trus meruap....dengan posisi Apple dpn pintu lift....slow perkataan 'sorry' kuar dr mulut Apple 2 saat sebelum terjadinya letupan yang tak di jangka...


Melon&Mango - "AAAAAPPLLLEEE!!!!BODO LA KAU!BUSUK BODO!KLUAR LA CEPAAAAT!!!


Apple - " I said sorry what?..."

Apple kluar dr lift dgn selamba...meningalkan sisa-sisa kumbahannya dlm lift tu...entah sape masuk lepas tu...nasib la kn?...
opppssss...soorrry 


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PART 2
Scene - Ruang legar Lab tingkat 6


Apple membelek-belek buah beri berinya mengupdate twitter dot com.


Apple - "Ko pehal Orange?,status bengang ngn budak dlm lrt?"
Orange - "Haaaa...korang nk tau,sumpah sakit hati gile,cakap kuat gila dowh dlm lrt,dah la sengau,punya kuat satu gerabak dengar ok?!"


HAHAHAHA....sume yang ade time Orange cerita ngn semangatnye gelak sakan..


Mango - " Haaa...teringat aku pasal cerita budak sengau ni...kesian budak ni...cleft palate...sumbing,cacat dr lahir,nak di jadikan cerita,satu hari tu dia naik lrt,dia ni mat rock,baju koyak-koyak a.k.a singlet lah,sluar koyak-koyak,harap xkoyak kt tengah-tengah je...dia pun duduk la dlm lrt tu sebelah satu pak cik tua tak berapa nk tua lah kan...pak cik tu pandang dia......pak cik tu pun tegur la mamat tu.."


Pak cik - " kamu ni baju koyak-koyak,kenapa?"
Mamat - "GHOK MAA" (rock maa)
Pak cik - "ooo..ni seluar kamu koyak-koyak,kenapa?"
Mamat - " GHOK MAA" (rock maa)
Pak cik - " ooo...itu mulut kamu koyak-koyak kenapa?,ROCK JUGA KA?"


MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA...berderai ketawa buah-buahan sengal menggemparkan lab technician yang lalu datang mengsound kami supaya senyap skit..haha

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cerita di atas telah di ubah suai sedikit mengikut situasi sebenar...utk kenangan bersama.. ^_^

Be Lonely@Being Fooled?

Entire this week I kept myself bein a good listener plus reflective advices contributer...

Kiwi and avocado knock my door with the almost same punch line..
'I'm afraid being lonely yet I don't want to be fooled'...the only differentiate them is avocado still single and kiwi still in relationship..

Askin other girls opinion,from orange,peach,and mango,they agreed that kiwi should move one n deserve someone better..yet for me..I'm still hopin kiwi will find the courage to do so unless she just pushin herself down to an empty well where nobody is gonna rescue her rather than herself..

Maybe its true..or its absolutely without a doubt is true..be lonely is better than being fooled by someone who don't ever deserve us...

Finding mr.right should come with a price which we can never able to pay for...hence..mr right is not what hv left behind,but its sometin which we didn't discover it yet ;)

For single ladies out there...for my girls Kiwi n Avocado...don't let ur shadows bugging u,coz they can never harm u..open ur heart n mind...there's sombody better for u girls out ther..he's out there baby!
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Bombarded Semester

GOSH! This semester...crapy gile ok..xabes2 ngn unbelievable assignmnt yg ntah ape penting pun aku xtau la ngn english paper aku.plus ngn manega yg xhenti2 sruh buat itu ini n everitin kena submit next week da 20th..NICEEEE...
Boleh la tanggalkn kepala aku,masuk mesin basuh jap,then pasang blk..

Another horridious piece of work...wahida anak perempuan parasitology..yeaaah!!aku bg nama tu..so?..ade aku kesah?..ntah ape kes lg la esok time klas dia ni...prev week dia seperatekn orange n mango dr tmpt biasa,alasan,BERCAKAP?...WTFB?...explain mcm moto bot expect aku ni hebat,genius mcm dia la leh catchup?...zzzzzzz
Pape pun...tomorrow..wait n see..n see my money gona fly again tomorrow for picture print!uuurggghhh!!! (X_x)"
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Party Of Fruits

What if I rename my frens over fruits?..hehe...I'll pick up sum fruits related to my frens n beloved ones,including myself behavior...

Pumpkin - hard outside,soften inside,mempu jd menarik ble d discover dan can be long term

Apple - hard outside,juicy bites,sweetness n sourness come together,can't avoided

Lemon - smooth outside,gorgeous,can make a meal outrages but becarefull,percilkn air dia leh pedihkn mata ok.

Kiwi - mahal.haa..plain outside,inside byk segmen,cantik n mampu menghias n bg taste yg org akn cemburu

Orange - luar dlm sm hebat,play me a fool,I'll kick u off my space..but everyone loves it!

Mango - normal,isi soft,susah nmpk sikap protes tp susah nk kupas n dpt makan isi ngn elok ye,jd becarefull.

Avocado - mahal,nutricious n kn pnd cr utk kupas coz silap kupas,haaa,ko dpt biji keras jela tgh2..haha

Melon-luar cantik,isi soft,sweet,tp tu la...silap ari bulan,kn penyek sbb lembut sgt

Peach -luar licin,cantik,masam,isi dlm multiple taste,tp...it won't last long if u kept in fridge ;)

Hahaaaa.... (^_^) party of fruits!I am applelicious!
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Pumpkin Shortcake

Yesterday was pumpkin's pay day!yay!...he brought me to movie,lunch n dinner...hehe...short term enjoyment but yet its flawless!love it!

I didn't expect too much frm him lately yet I do need him to stabilize himself b4 we can get married..unless aku nk mkn batu n kayu mmg cun la,kawen esok jek..haha

He show his commitment since during this weekend I didn't request any cent from my mother for journey cost..minyak aku full tank ok pegi balik..haha..

Nk kate aku kikis,heh!pk baik2 n kenali aku dr mula couple ngn dia dlu,sape lg byk kuar duit?haaa...bkn nk angkt bakul,tp time tu my pocket was floaded laa..baru benti dr astro kowt k..I was there..backup dia,lyn gila die,xde makanan lapar same2,ade duit joli sama2..aku xberkira ape pun,even keta dlu pun sm..

Dats y aku masih berdendam ngn sepupu lahanat dia tu...but then...aku diam jela..maki dia ape pun xdpt,aku jgk nmpk jahat,biar allah balas jek..

To pumpkin...I just love the way u are...let bygones be bygones..b with me..we make up,light up,cheer up our new life...I love u..n dats all matters now..
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Blackforest Midnight Cake

It happens to be my mother's bday last nite..

I've just arrived home at 4am that day,n gettin started early at 10am...everything was good in the beginning,cook the lunch,debone the chickens,find the blackforest cake and all...

Nearly 8.30pm everythin was settledown,mama's frens were there attending the barbequ and all..just as soon waiting for my dad to come home from the grocery..

Along ni xabes2 berckp pasal kije,projek n stuff,n sumtimes keep annoy almost everyone that moment perhaps..its dinner time ok,talk about it later will u?

Soon its become a strangle between along n mama..end of it along shut himself in the bedroom n never cm bck to da party..

Aku mmg xpuas ati time tu,along gaduh ngn mama n libatkn kak ipar aku skali,sampai nangis2 dia,aku xtau la ape dia ckp kt bini dia smp mcm tu..
Dh la dr awal persiapan party satu ape pun dia xtolong,kakak ipar aku yg pasang kipas utk BBQ,n plg best,gelas pecah ms akak basuh pinggan,along leh buat bodo je! (O_O")! X melampau ke korang rs perangai dia?..

Aku xtau la bile dia nk brubah,yg pasti prangai dia byk susahkn org mlm td,malukn family satu hal..ntahla..aku sendri pun xfhm ngn along n mama

Papa xpayah ceritala kt cni,dh penat...

For me,kakak ipar aku baik,just that aku xpasti kebaikan dia leh thn sabar tahap mana duk ngn abg aku..

Life...aku sndri xfhm..
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The Ugly Truth

I AM FAT!!

Hmm...statement xleh blah kn?..aku berisi..70kg ok...with turkey drumstic...I wonder y its so hard to lose weight nowdays plus I'm still a student,no extra money to hv some workout in the gym nearby...n I'm living in a place 15km from jogging park,...kl kot...deeekaaaat nk g jog pagi2...nk lagi best,hah!loneranger!..boleh plak selamat g jog sorg2 hari2 kn?

Goin bck home I'm gettin use of a set of humilation for myself..comparing me wif ma frens,I'm not fit,I got ridiculos hair,no suitable fancy clothes,n god sake...lelaki nk pndg sebelah mata pun xberminat ok!haih~

Byk mission aku cuba follow tp sume xmenjadi coz of money n loneliness...

Bloggy...to u I turn to... T_T
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College Funtooshh!!

Well..its nearly come to an end of college years isn't it?..back reviewing our past 2 years together,its brilliant...
Suka..duka..marah..menyampah..ade sume..complete mcm tomyam (lapar la ni hesh)...but the best thing is..we still hv each other..eventhou ade bf,still hv our quality time together..
I do wana hv this kind of situation wif 1 of my old gurl..miss C..I miss her..I do..but then as usual when she makin a serious relationship,its now hard to be thick like before..
I do ask he to hv time together at Mid Valley one day but the dia ckp "sorry,bf aku xbg aku g area PJ,tmpt ex-scandal aku,t dia buat friend finder aku pulak kn tuduh,xnklah" o_O" again WTH mode ok..omg...ex ko owner MID valley tu ke?
Ringan je mulut aku nk ckp,klu ko setia,ko nk takut ape?..tp baik aku diam je,last2 time tu gak aku ckp "oh,xpela k.bai ajak g pasar malam" aku pun senyum n trus blah..
But then I do text her sometimes..once in 2-3 months I think..

Anyway..for farah,amal n vina..I'm just as happy as happy feet to hv u girls in my life..hope this friendship gona be retain for a long term..Tq for being there wen I need you girls..
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No Money No Journey

It happens today as I'm waiting for my hunny update..early this morning
I wasn't a pusher but then I'm not as I were before..this is wut God decided for me,I'm afraid to ask my momma for my mothly allowance this month coz I felt a bit akward
U wana know y?..coz..arghh..hard to explain..
Sometimes I do feel that people helpin me,givin me something just wana have something from me..not sometimes nwdays..almost frequently..
Aku rajin tlg2 kuar duit kt org dlu2 smp tahun lepas,last2 aku gak yg di burukkn kononnya nk kikis harta org.. O_o" WTF mode ok?
Kepada sepupu sepapatnye yg penah menghasut satu ms dlu,tlg bukak bijik mate ko skit,aku lepas SPM dh ade keta sendiri ok!mmg aku blagak,sbb mulut ko mcm sial!ko dtg kije kl ngn bf aku dlu pun aku yg bg pakai keta nk pegi keja!
Aku tunggu tuhan balas kt ko..igt ye en kurus kering,ko xlayak utk c intan tu ok!
Puas ati aku dpt marah kt blogger..huaaa
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Testing Testing

Haaa..aku skrg masih xputus asa mengetest blogger dr hp..haha
Klu berjaya maka aku kn bgtau kengkwn..ngehehehe
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Foolish Fruits

Ringtone " Whose that chick" by Rihanna crashed my dreams this morning when Amalina wake me up at 8.01am! GOSH! I'm frigging LATE!

Ape laagi,bangun trus rushing pergi toilet..skali BANG! (-_-)" doyai!!! sedapnye terhantuk pintu pagi-pagi buta ni!not really morning la kan?..morning for me..hahaha...SOMEBODY inside...nevermind..i'll b waiting outside with sleepy head...zzzzzzzz

8.35...WTF?...lame gileeeeee...aku pun lekapkan telinga kt pintu toilet tu....hah!SAH! ade org cuci baju kt dalam... 0_o " ....kak oi!mesin basuh kt luar tu hensem,siap baru lg beli,xde org pakai pun pagi2 ni,perlu ke cuci lam toilet!aku nk mandi la wei! (xbuat ape pun,masih sabar menanti)

"KREEOOKK"..."eh,lame tunggu eh,sorry cuci panties" ....senyum baik je minah tu kuar dr toilet melintasi aku yg mcm shrek dpn pintu toilet ..heh!...sengih jela!marah bukan dapat pape pun...aku trus masuk mandi..

Sampai kolej around 9.45am...amal dh siap sms dh,nasi lemak tempat biasa..huaa...xpnh miss sejak autie warung tu jual dr beberapa bulan lalu...n kami ber 5 lah jadi pelanggan setia....sampai2,tu diaaa....bdk2 ni dh siapkn sebungkus utk aku...pelahap la kn?ape lg?! =)
kul 11.30 tamat klas clinical microb...since byk time left...ktorg teman c farah g buat bandraft and vina g cek status akaun,dr jalan TAR ke SOGO..PITSTOP Mcdonald jap pastu sambung melaram ke PERTAMA COMPLEX,silau2 maxis centre kt MAJU JUNCTION,ktorg merayap bwh pagar kawat menuju ke kedai kek di chow kit!..yezzza (gaya sir miza skit)

sharp 1400 waktu malaysia samapi lab utk klas parasitology.. :P wahahaha...skali kuar statement xbest dr miss parasite pasal yg xpuas hati ngn result midterm..katenye "xpuas ati dtg jupe sy,mcm bdk2 tulis kt kertas result"...

aku n the gang senyum2 cicak la kn?..hahahaha buat2 xfhm skit..siap tny tuwh!xleh blah...well ..best actor is a hyphocrite...for  good sake laaaaa .. =p tgh2 duk discuss pasal cacing,miss parasite sound " awk dua org blakang duk meja sebelah,2 org je meja tu .WTF? 0_o" masing2 dh mcm melopong xfhm npe die sound cemtu...

vina ngn farah angkat kaki blah g sebelah...rilexxx....cool...tp ktorg ni klu dh kena tuduh bnd xbuat,lagi annoyinglah kami jd kn?..buat baik berpada,di tindas jarang sekali..haha
believe it or not she just pissed of coz seeing us TALKING?!what the hell?...ckp pasal cacing kot...dia explain xmcm motobot pulak kn?..perrrghh!!!

 

habis kisah parasit,aku ngn farah blk ke kereta redah hujan..niceeee T_T....

smp umah aku xtau npe rs nk update BB aku n blogs sume...dr jam 4ptg-8.30MLM aku duk mengedit + mengadjust sume tu...skali tibe time aku nk update blog.......

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA (O_O") skali aku terdelete blog aku ms delete email lama aku!!!!ya allah!!!dugaan btul...

aku capai towel..G MANDI

bile aku pk2 blk..mungkin ade hikmah d sebalik tu,blog lame ade kenangan pahit yg byk aku curahkn...mungkin allah xnk aku simpan kenangan2 tu lg supaa aku x menangis....

WELL...AKU BUAT BLOG BARU!hahahaha