Its another daddy's home weekend..
Nothing speacial just I spend my MARA on everitin to make everyone in the house happy..
I'm happy doing it..
Slightly was there a sign that I've expected long time ago but didn't realize it happen too soon when the weekend ends..
3rd May 2012..
It was early morning as I've woke up by my mom usual 'trademark knock' haha..
I didn't expect any worse just her usual rambling of pray and morning person attitude..
But soon its quite long than usual..
She knock my brother's room..
Its unusual..
I'd scattered out my foot of the bed ran towards the door..as soon the door's opened I saw mama'a tears running rain down her cheek with her android on her hands..its still engage..with MY DAD
'He's married to that BITCH,and I'm going to have my talaq'
My heart sank..heavy and destroyed as the TITANIC was..
Everything scattered,tremble,drain in such a pathetic illusion..soon at 7.45 we arrived in Kota Tinggi,Johor..
Wasn't a pleasant scene to remember but nevertheless a reminder for the 3of us..me,along n of course mama..
My dad verbally 'lepaskn dikau dengan TALAK 1'...after a small quarrel ceremony..thank God
But as a daughter..I've hurt my father..I'm sorry dad..its maybe the time that u realize,ure baby girl now is a woman who have heart and open minded eyes..
Its written..my parents officially separate..soon she's going to filed it in court..legally..
I am sad..disappointed with my dad..pity my mom for all the love and hope she put her trust to him..in the end..its all nothing..
He doesn't appreciate her as how he should be 25years ago...
He's happy wif his new wife and future unborn baby..good for him
In other hand..me and along will struggle hard to make sure mama's gona make it through with her new status 'WIDOWED'
Ya allah..if u really the FairNess of All..
I beg for ur mercy..give the love mama should have..repay my dad for all the hurt he cause to much for her..please..she's suffered enough..
Xoxo
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