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I am in the Labour Waiting Hall..

Hee..

Tepat Jam 2.40pm waktu Malaysia I've received a sms from my brother.. 'Alhamdulillah..Baby Boy'

26-06-2012

Mohd Iman Yusuff finally born in Kemaman Hospital..which not as great as we expect but Thank Allah for everytin..



As a Hamba-Nya..there's always a klise in every cheer we had..

Soon out from Labour Room..my sis in law and her baby was transfered to OnG (Obstectric n Gynae) Ward for observation..

The 1st knock down was when she's almost collapse in the bathroom while changing maternity stuff,its lucky me and my brother was there to hold her up..

She lost her strenght..everyone is terrified seeing those pale blue lips with barely bloodless skin..

Nurses rushed..after few hours..she's back in stable..but still weak..

The next day..was the 2nd knock down..
Baby was revealing jaundice condition..
Blood samples have been took..its 200..
Relieved..

Baby n mommy's come home


Best Yet..I'm glad they all safe and sound at Home Now


Thank U Allah..


Xoxo


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Revenge of The Parsel Tongue

I'm not Harry Potter..mind u! Hehehe..

But the word parseltongue for those who didn't watch the series seriously don't know the meaning of it..No Doubt

Actually its an ability to speak with snake or in other word..'Snake's language'? (˘_˘") bodonya ayat..ahahaha


But true..that's what Harry'a posses of..

In My word..parsel tongue refers to snake of course..people who talk like a snake..Hisssssst..

In malay so called 'lidah biawak'..in my dict..I called it parseltongue.. :p lidah ular..hahahahha

People who are parseltongue cud be any of us..but true enough this parseltongue behavior would tear anyone hearts in its path..sometime deeply inside no more sympathy or mercy..say what u may..parseltongue will shut u away..


Aku penah kena..dgn siapa?xperlu tahu..haha

But..everitin has its own limits..

Even a calm faith of Kung fu can make a mirror to a poisonous snake..

Snake does has weakness thou..

Soon there'll be a list of revenge for the parseltongues...


So mind your tongue paul..


Xoxo



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The Untold Story

I don't know how to say how hurt am I today..

Woii BODOO!!!

Words I didn't expect from a person I love..I wonder if one day I've become his..what kind of words will be poured on me..

I'm just a girl..full of attention seeker behavior..I'm facing 33years marriage of parents divorce,painfull sting bite by UR favourite pet..and crumbling myself in order to be the head of a company in a field which I've never expect I will be..

I'm just sayin..its hurt u're not around me..I'm mad of myself keep craving for u..


Why those words make u mad of me,hate me..and call me BODO?

(T____T)

Since u see urself having a future..since that u hurtin me slowly...


Dun force me beggin God for mercy..
Ull pay it one day..

Untold story..lots to be untold sometime..have to be out somehow


Xoxo


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Unheard Tears Of A Daughter

Today everitin was planned by her
Whatever she want..

Does ever she reconsider what her children felt?whatever have we done for her,to protect her,has she ever grateful for that?


She ever tink of herself..she,her,herself and her life..her own ruin fantasy..

Now I'm thinkin a part..am I hate my dad or my mom?..

I think I hate both now..

Coz they never grateful for what me and my brother did for them..they just care about themselve..


Why Allah..?



Xoxo


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Falling Into Pieces

Blackout + empty pocket + family's rumble + ALONE

At this moment..what I need the most is someone who can say nice words to me..make me belive that everitin happen doesn't as bad as I thought..someone that willingly be my side and wipe the tears from my cheek..someone that will hold me tight when I say 'I'm ok'..

Someone who put an earphone into my ear and play songs I loved when I covered my ears and closed my eyes...

Someone I hope who will magically understood that I'm not that strong to face this drama..

Someone who will take my hand and run with me out from the house which I couldn't stay...

Someone who never ask what I want for myself..just do what thinks might can help me..

Someone who kiss me and say 'its ok,u hv me'..


Someone..
Wonder this person actually exist?
For now..its impossible..

Everyone is selfish and just care about themself..

I'm regret mostt of my life disregard people who really cared before..



Wish I could have this person now


ALone..


Xoxo


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Drama King's Daughter

People say what we look like is all came from what our parents have..I might say 'like father,like daughter'..

Beginning of the sequal actualy just a hint for a father to realise that he made another him 25years ago was his misfortune..


Once and for all..

If the gate of hell reserve a couple seat jet,I think,I'm gettin both tickets with my dad..funny huh?

I don't know wether I should be mad of him,hate him,or just be glad that I still have one?

Forcing myself to hate him wasn't pretty convinent plause..yet I'm hooked up wif the law of religion..

Doesn't mean I'm agree of what he did..one day he'll realise he just make a stupid deciosion to his wife..a person who always be there for 33years..

Realise..

Xoxo


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Tears of Future Bride

Everyone seems happy for me..

The day comes..he propose me..and as far for that I've bcm more closed to his mother like never before..

I like this kind of situation..yes I do..

Just thinkin about the drama from my side..sank my heart far enough..deep down forever..
They hv arrived yesterday..suppose a couple happily ever back from Mecca was what we hope..but..as we expected..

Season 32,Volume 1,Part 1,Scene : HOME...

ACTION!!

Same old quarrel thee..(˘_˘") nothings change both of them..the quality of forgive n forget,till death us apart,undrstdg n trustworthy,especially LOYALTY..just another comedy Ill enjoyed every second of it..

I'm out of tears..out of angry..out of hope..

The wishing well already closed..and now I'm giving up..



No more wishes..


Xoxo


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Empty Pieces

I have to admit...

I didn't like what has been going on around me now..

Doesn't mean I'm not gratefull that I'm still alive and have dollars wif me...(˘_˘")

I'm just..sigh~

There's a part of me still missing..
The cravingness of having own life..

I love pictures
I love music
I love entertainment

Sounds broad..
Sometimes I cried of myself..
Cried of what I've become..
Cried of what I haven't do

I miss myself..
I want create my own life..
The life I wish since I was kid

Life unexpected..
Yeah yeah..tell me about it (˘_˘")

Few things my brother said was true..I know its true..
But what can I do?

I might do something different if god take them from me..
Till then..I'm too fragile in letting resposible go..
Eventhou I hate having it..

Wish everything will change..
Will be on my side..for good..


Xoxo


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Eyes of Legs

Poligami..

Hmm..islam did note out in al-quran about that

And firmly advise about guys have to be affirmatively eligible to divide love,attention,money,responsible

As for me...
Here's the statement I'll say on my wedding day..
"Sy xmengharamkan poligami,tetapi sy berhak utk tidak menjadi salah seorg ahlinya,allah tidak kejam pada wanita,manusia tidak berhak memaksa manusia lain menggunakan agama..sy mahu kebebasan agar sy dpt seorg insan baru sebagai suami baru.."

Sounds terrible isn't it?haha..

I'm just saying the truth..I don't wana hurt anyone..and I don't wana be hurt..I have the rite to choose..marriage just not the end of a woman's life..

So just let me go..

This is me..I have eyes on my legs..
I tend to jump of the hook rather than keepin faith so the hook won't hurt me much..

I'm not that strong
Not that believe I will either...


Its shock me a bit when my BFF said that she'll be fine if one day she's gonna have 'madu'

(˘_˘") I just doubt that coz she is an attention seeker...even now she complain how he's treatin her..

And plus..she still misses a guy from her past...

Life's cruel..
Truth's hurt too..


Bouncing tails..

Xoxo

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