In Between

People said don't go againts family...

But what if the family goes wrong?...

And obeying them which means hurtin self years further..

Then in the end when the family GONE...

We were left alone...hurt..


He's done everitin he could..includin being nice..
Why everyone said he will change?..
Even itf its true..what's the big deal of that?.
I DO CHANGE ok?

I just want him beside me..it doesn't matter eventhou..ahh..can't think about it...

I want to be pampered..like always..
I want to get sulk...like always..
I want to have somebody who willing to sniff a smile eventhou I've fart a LOT
I want him..

Just him..


(T_______T)


Xoxo


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Just My Dad

Daddy come home last few days...

Nothing special..just as usual..

And I'd cooked..RENDANG

I know he's kinda don't bother..

But I don't know why I'm willing to get exhausted preparing things to impress him..

That doesn't change the fact that he just my dad...

And forever it will stay..

Just My Dad

Me On The Go

Xoxo..


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Alarm

This is not the 2nd time I felt this way...


I'm afraid...


This happen on the time when he decide to have a JV with my brother..

And months later it turn up to be a big quarrel n hateness

And tonight..

Again they talk over the same thing..
New JV..what the hell?

Is this a good sign or just an active dormant of valcano..I'm tired of hearing such a nuisance from both of them complaining each other..

I'm feeling not good again...

I know this will be more subsequal war..and this might the beginning of worst...

The clock is ticking..

Xoxo


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The Same Dream

Eat Pray Love Travel

I love the sequal anyway...this what I've been dream of every single day of my life...
Ehem.. I know the third word was mine..absolutomente..

Now I'm working with my mom,as a PA+driver+adviser..

I didn't earn like my frens but I'm happy with it at least u have my own bed,without worrying my saga (have been paid by my dad now) haha and still I can keep money for travel and all..

I'm planning to go to island..anywhere in Malaysia first..just wana feel the beat of a tourist..backpackers..yeah..that's what I like

By the way..last nite was just the same dream...

As I woke up..I kept smiling...it didn't go away..I won't go away..stay the same..down low..its not over yet I guess...


Keepin Dream

Xoxo


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Durian VS Timun

Wonder what's the title supposed to mean isn't?

My love have been here in my house since a year ago..

Helpin my family high n low..and vice versa..

But since he involved in the business evertin bcomes not nice..almost eveyday ill be hearin unwanted words n comments from my family about him..

Serba tak kena..plus masing2 complaint belakang jek..only me yg xpuas ati ngn dia yg akn tegas n ckp direct..

Ya allah..ape sume ni?..adakah Kau mahu aku idu keseorgan sampai tua?atau biarkn dri aku menabur dosa2 lalu pada insan yg xbersalah kemudian hari?
Kenapa mesti dia yg ku pilih..ade aje yg xsempurna..aku rimas dengan keadaan ini..

Ape lagi yg family aku nk?org yg boleh serah nyawa dan harta baru di kira bagus?mcm tu?..

He's been away from home almost 2 years now...

Its time for u to go home love..I'm sorry..
I have to send u home..its better no one at the house permanently now...

U r too stubborn love...u never listen to me..what u must do,and must don't..u never listen..now ur making our relationship become more complicated coz of my family..

U never understand that notin can be done in ur way..not everytin...

Nevertheless...ill always love u...as long as u alive..


But now..its time for u to go home..tonight..no more days delayed...u have to go home..
Its for ur own good..so u can rest urself..away from chores my family made u do it..

Ill finished up ur resume..u need to have a life now...not like this anymore...



I'm sorry..

I love u..



Xoxo


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Another Closed Chapter

(ʃ˘̩̩̩з˘̩̩̩)ʃ ƪ(˘̩̩̩ε˘̩̩̩ƪ). Gonna miss u!!!!

Said Debab n Shemong as the last we met after final exam...

3years of Diplomas already finished up..I mean not literally..still got convo n transcript issue later then..

Can't believe myself..I'm finally finished my dip at the age of 25th,,(˘_˘") kinda late thou..since my other friends at my age already having wonderful worklife n some of them already married..unfortunately as degree holder..

Hmm...as my study days over..now its time to step up in the new world of stage..I've been there before but repeatin the sequal seem preety stressful..

Years ago doent bother me much as I enjoy being a workaholic girl at the age of 22nd..didn't bother about family,soulmates..just me,myself and I.. No stress,but it doesn't last long..

Thanks to syerizizi (my devil elder brother) (˘_˘") maybe I should say..SCREWWW u!! For planting too much obsession to study back after enjoying my own penny..eventhou he didn't agree that time..but keep toturing me will make u realize that..I'm different dude..

Lagi ko xsuka,lagiii la aku buat..I don't give a damn about that

My heart pulse...when it comes to word MARRIAGE...hmm..

In consideration since none of us both have stable job n stable income..
But still the plan as always.. 12 DEC 2012
Let see how God lead us to

Anyway..I'm heading home to my beloves..gona be busy tomorrow..I'm sure about it...

Now its time to grow up erni..u have to..





Me,On The Go

Xoxo.


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