Fair Judgement

If u wana say I'm a person who ditch an old fren for new one...its up to u...I don't care...

Tellin u da truth,I'm sick of persons yg susah nk buat keputusan...face the fact..u r one of them...

Tellin me u're missing me doesn't impress me much if kuar ngn ko pun mcm kuar ngn org asing,kn?..

Klu rs kuar ngn aku xsehepi dlu,oleh sebab
A)xde jantan
B)susah nk kuar ngn bf ko jap g
Better xyah kuar la ngn aku frm da very beginning...

So stop tellin me dat aku lupe kwn,lame x g jenguk ko mcm ko slalu dtg jenguk aku dlu,bkn aku xleh buat,tp ble aku buat,aku dh xnmpk girlfrens quality time ble ngn ko...

Aku xpnh pilih2 kasih,aku syg ko,aku tk cr ko,tp sumtime u makin me awkward to make sumtin fun with u...aku pun ade bf gak...dun 4get that...but then,salah ke spend half day ngn kwn2 without worrying ur bf?boleh je kn?bf ko xde ape pun tp ko yg menggelupur xabes2...

GROW UP...

Then,dun ask me why I'm bein far from u...I'm not,never was...but...u never change...u never tink...u did tink before wen u get hurt..then..the feelings just fade away...

GONE WITHOUT MARKS...
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Little Crying Heart

Papa,

Its already 32years of your marriage..ageless..I guess..but unfortunately u are retarded without your calculator..yes u was,u are,u will..forever..

Papa,

I guess giving too much makes u a heartless person,isn't it?..good...what a reflecting journal I have about u here..for the last 24years I watch u walk,talk,fake,make,smile and vile...

Papa,

What the hell u tink of urself?...marriage is a privalege for you to show off the wealthness u never gain on ur own?or is this the way u become a man?God,I'm sick of u!

Papa,

Its time for u to wake up,let her go,what's so bloody hard to let her go in peace?she deserve somene much better than u!damn it!

Papa,

Thank you for teaching me,I guess make me realize that man like u just a piece of shit I can buy,played,n throw it away when I found a new toy..dats what u make mama's felt isn't it?..

Papa,

U r not hurting just mama,u hurting me!u destroying my future to have a better family wif a guy!just what u have destroyed my brothers life...he just a reflecting of u!

Papa,

I guess,dats it,stop being a pretender dat u love me,coz I'm certainly an excellent actress to justify ur act..I am a rebellious kid,because of u!

Papa,

Maybe its time for you to go away from mama's life..if u'r not around,I feel much better seing mama could get laid with other guy!

Papa,just go ok...decide...or I will..a year or less from now...don't make me ur worst nigthmare...I mean it..I've done it before..

Aku xmungkin teragak2 dh utk kali kedua..tanx..u r such a PIG!

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Girls Always Be Girls

Today was absolute fun! Me,kiwi,mango n orange havin gym day's out at kiwi's condo,rosevilla..

Nice view,calm n peacefull...aku,kiwi n mango yg smp dlu,mula2 duk nunggu gaklah c orange..skali dia dpt bad day..orait..kami jlnkn program terlebih dahulu..

Stat ngn gym,lari2(atas crosswalk,ok) pastu tukar plak bnd alah lain yg ade dlm gym tu.mengganas lebih kurang sejam,kami sume penat mcm kura2 bunting..haha...

Orange still xsampai2..pas teguk air segelas dua kami terjun dlm pool...Kecepur!Kecepurrr!....
Leh tahan hebatlah kami ni kan kibas air memercik sampai ke muka...gelak2
Kami dongak langit...bukan air kolam yg terpercik!hah!nice...time tu gak hujan turun derai2...baru sejukn punggung dlm 10mint(lebih kurang r)...kami pun terpaksa naik...

Siap2 bersih badan,sampailah orange ngn adiknya..little grapefruit(haha,nm br utk min)haha..kali ni kami xmampu join dh,longlai lutut sudah..2buah pun turun...

Aku pndg mango,mango pandg kiwi,kiwi pndg dapur...perut dh nyanyi2...bile nk masak megi yg menggoda atas meja dapur ni?...

Dgn bangga g lah kami ke stove..on gas pipe...pulaslah aku kepala starter stove tu.. Kterrrrtk....Kterrrrtk...

Jgnkn kate api,bau gas pun xnaik?aik?...
Kiwi dh bebel2,mau x,byr bulan2 gas xde..haa mistik2..

Mancis d pinjam,dicucuh berbatabg2...MELESET..haha..last2 give up...kami bertiga pun kuar cr makanan...Vroom!!!meluru saga purple ku ke Hartamas Shopping Complex...

Parking ikut suka aku,trus masuk g barisan kedai makan yg di akhiri perkataan "alley"
Aku senyum...bukan sbb aku ade kenangan buruk or manis kt c2..xde2..aku terigt Harry Potter..."Diagon alley"... (^_^)..
Sorry2...I am harry freak! Peace =P

Makanan di bungkus,kami pun blk...
Hala pegi kejap je smp..beberapa minit..time balik..masyaallah...beberapa puluh minit baru aku smp umah..

Sume gara2 (OKB) ok..ini nm yg aku bg pada mereka yg bwk keta besar tp xtau nk ikut rules jalan raya..atau nm lain dia..Orang Kaya Bodoh..ok.. (-_-)"

Smp umah...ngn idung meninggi hidu2 makanan...kami pun pelahap...dgn bangga telan nasi ayam sebungkus sorang!LICIN!
(^.^)...bertambah balik kalori yg aku bakar ptg td..CESSSS
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Reliable vs Eligible vs Maturity

Boleh x bg definition utk 3 perkataan ni x?...
Bg sesetengah org yg aku tanya,jwpn dia senang je "alaaa,ape yg beza nye,lebih kurang je maksud dia,klu org tu eligible n reliable so dia dh mature lah..". (O_o')
I'm wondering...
Bg aku la kan,maksud stiap perkataan pun dh xsama.how come the overall definition comes together?..haaa...pelik x?
Bg yg xnk pk byk2 pasal hal life yg remeh temeh ni mmg la diorg xpeduli,ade yg lagi best siap marah2 ooo..ckp "apela,xpenting pun bnd2 ni nk pk byk2,manusia berubah,ade jahat,ade gak baiknya.." (-_-)...ye ye...aku tau...

Aku mengrefer pd persoalan kawan-kawan aku yg mencari pasangan yg sesuai utk masa depan..a.k.a ELIGIBLE secara konteks,pakej stabil la dr segi income,umah,transport,saving, working status,dll...

RELIABLE pulak terang2 pd mereka yg boleh harap,boleh bergantung,boleh tolak ansur,pendek kate boleh pakai otak and bertanggungjawab,xde la kes2 abai-terabai ni kn?..

MATURITY...hmm kematangan...aku nk sentuh skit bab ni sbb ramai yg aku kenal slalu explain kt aku bg dia yg play cool,independent,sopan,x agresif,pandai memahami refers tu kematangan...(O_o)....a few tins yes..others...I DOUBT dat...
Org yg matang bg aku means dia normal, akan ade time dia jd bodo,baran(sekejap jela),and buat salah yg menyinggung hati org lain...everyone make mistake,stop being a fussy and claim other people childish just because you disagree with their behavior...

Mistakes is the best teachers of life....
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Buah-Buahan Sengal

Part 1
Scene - Lift


Apple,Mango dan Melon masuk lift yang kosong menuju tingkat 6...."KTING"...pintu lift tertutup dgn otomatiknye...Suasana senyap sunyi memandang 3 biji buah sengal je yg ade dlm lift tu..


Mango - "Eh ko Melon,ke belakang la skit,nanti ade org lain pulak nk masuk"
Melon - "ye,ye aku ke belakang"
Apple - "Eh,seronoknye..aku ke depan ye..jaga pintu...


Diam sejenak...


Apple - "aku sakit perut lah..adoi haa...melepas skit aci x?..xde org kn?"


lift trus menyusur tingkat 4..


Mango - "Ape ko mau buat tu apple,jgn sembarangan kamu,dalam lift ni "
Melon - " Ko agak-AGAK la...sekejap je lagi nk smp ni"


Lift melepasi tingkat 5 dan......"PREEEEEEEOOOOTTT"....Syahdu punya bunyi...satu lift trus meruap....dengan posisi Apple dpn pintu lift....slow perkataan 'sorry' kuar dr mulut Apple 2 saat sebelum terjadinya letupan yang tak di jangka...


Melon&Mango - "AAAAAPPLLLEEE!!!!BODO LA KAU!BUSUK BODO!KLUAR LA CEPAAAAT!!!


Apple - " I said sorry what?..."

Apple kluar dr lift dgn selamba...meningalkan sisa-sisa kumbahannya dlm lift tu...entah sape masuk lepas tu...nasib la kn?...
opppssss...soorrry 


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PART 2
Scene - Ruang legar Lab tingkat 6


Apple membelek-belek buah beri berinya mengupdate twitter dot com.


Apple - "Ko pehal Orange?,status bengang ngn budak dlm lrt?"
Orange - "Haaaa...korang nk tau,sumpah sakit hati gile,cakap kuat gila dowh dlm lrt,dah la sengau,punya kuat satu gerabak dengar ok?!"


HAHAHAHA....sume yang ade time Orange cerita ngn semangatnye gelak sakan..


Mango - " Haaa...teringat aku pasal cerita budak sengau ni...kesian budak ni...cleft palate...sumbing,cacat dr lahir,nak di jadikan cerita,satu hari tu dia naik lrt,dia ni mat rock,baju koyak-koyak a.k.a singlet lah,sluar koyak-koyak,harap xkoyak kt tengah-tengah je...dia pun duduk la dlm lrt tu sebelah satu pak cik tua tak berapa nk tua lah kan...pak cik tu pandang dia......pak cik tu pun tegur la mamat tu.."


Pak cik - " kamu ni baju koyak-koyak,kenapa?"
Mamat - "GHOK MAA" (rock maa)
Pak cik - "ooo..ni seluar kamu koyak-koyak,kenapa?"
Mamat - " GHOK MAA" (rock maa)
Pak cik - " ooo...itu mulut kamu koyak-koyak kenapa?,ROCK JUGA KA?"


MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA...berderai ketawa buah-buahan sengal menggemparkan lab technician yang lalu datang mengsound kami supaya senyap skit..haha

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cerita di atas telah di ubah suai sedikit mengikut situasi sebenar...utk kenangan bersama.. ^_^

Be Lonely@Being Fooled?

Entire this week I kept myself bein a good listener plus reflective advices contributer...

Kiwi and avocado knock my door with the almost same punch line..
'I'm afraid being lonely yet I don't want to be fooled'...the only differentiate them is avocado still single and kiwi still in relationship..

Askin other girls opinion,from orange,peach,and mango,they agreed that kiwi should move one n deserve someone better..yet for me..I'm still hopin kiwi will find the courage to do so unless she just pushin herself down to an empty well where nobody is gonna rescue her rather than herself..

Maybe its true..or its absolutely without a doubt is true..be lonely is better than being fooled by someone who don't ever deserve us...

Finding mr.right should come with a price which we can never able to pay for...hence..mr right is not what hv left behind,but its sometin which we didn't discover it yet ;)

For single ladies out there...for my girls Kiwi n Avocado...don't let ur shadows bugging u,coz they can never harm u..open ur heart n mind...there's sombody better for u girls out ther..he's out there baby!
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Bombarded Semester

GOSH! This semester...crapy gile ok..xabes2 ngn unbelievable assignmnt yg ntah ape penting pun aku xtau la ngn english paper aku.plus ngn manega yg xhenti2 sruh buat itu ini n everitin kena submit next week da 20th..NICEEEE...
Boleh la tanggalkn kepala aku,masuk mesin basuh jap,then pasang blk..

Another horridious piece of work...wahida anak perempuan parasitology..yeaaah!!aku bg nama tu..so?..ade aku kesah?..ntah ape kes lg la esok time klas dia ni...prev week dia seperatekn orange n mango dr tmpt biasa,alasan,BERCAKAP?...WTFB?...explain mcm moto bot expect aku ni hebat,genius mcm dia la leh catchup?...zzzzzzz
Pape pun...tomorrow..wait n see..n see my money gona fly again tomorrow for picture print!uuurggghhh!!! (X_x)"
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Party Of Fruits

What if I rename my frens over fruits?..hehe...I'll pick up sum fruits related to my frens n beloved ones,including myself behavior...

Pumpkin - hard outside,soften inside,mempu jd menarik ble d discover dan can be long term

Apple - hard outside,juicy bites,sweetness n sourness come together,can't avoided

Lemon - smooth outside,gorgeous,can make a meal outrages but becarefull,percilkn air dia leh pedihkn mata ok.

Kiwi - mahal.haa..plain outside,inside byk segmen,cantik n mampu menghias n bg taste yg org akn cemburu

Orange - luar dlm sm hebat,play me a fool,I'll kick u off my space..but everyone loves it!

Mango - normal,isi soft,susah nmpk sikap protes tp susah nk kupas n dpt makan isi ngn elok ye,jd becarefull.

Avocado - mahal,nutricious n kn pnd cr utk kupas coz silap kupas,haaa,ko dpt biji keras jela tgh2..haha

Melon-luar cantik,isi soft,sweet,tp tu la...silap ari bulan,kn penyek sbb lembut sgt

Peach -luar licin,cantik,masam,isi dlm multiple taste,tp...it won't last long if u kept in fridge ;)

Hahaaaa.... (^_^) party of fruits!I am applelicious!
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Pumpkin Shortcake

Yesterday was pumpkin's pay day!yay!...he brought me to movie,lunch n dinner...hehe...short term enjoyment but yet its flawless!love it!

I didn't expect too much frm him lately yet I do need him to stabilize himself b4 we can get married..unless aku nk mkn batu n kayu mmg cun la,kawen esok jek..haha

He show his commitment since during this weekend I didn't request any cent from my mother for journey cost..minyak aku full tank ok pegi balik..haha..

Nk kate aku kikis,heh!pk baik2 n kenali aku dr mula couple ngn dia dlu,sape lg byk kuar duit?haaa...bkn nk angkt bakul,tp time tu my pocket was floaded laa..baru benti dr astro kowt k..I was there..backup dia,lyn gila die,xde makanan lapar same2,ade duit joli sama2..aku xberkira ape pun,even keta dlu pun sm..

Dats y aku masih berdendam ngn sepupu lahanat dia tu...but then...aku diam jela..maki dia ape pun xdpt,aku jgk nmpk jahat,biar allah balas jek..

To pumpkin...I just love the way u are...let bygones be bygones..b with me..we make up,light up,cheer up our new life...I love u..n dats all matters now..
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Blackforest Midnight Cake

It happens to be my mother's bday last nite..

I've just arrived home at 4am that day,n gettin started early at 10am...everything was good in the beginning,cook the lunch,debone the chickens,find the blackforest cake and all...

Nearly 8.30pm everythin was settledown,mama's frens were there attending the barbequ and all..just as soon waiting for my dad to come home from the grocery..

Along ni xabes2 berckp pasal kije,projek n stuff,n sumtimes keep annoy almost everyone that moment perhaps..its dinner time ok,talk about it later will u?

Soon its become a strangle between along n mama..end of it along shut himself in the bedroom n never cm bck to da party..

Aku mmg xpuas ati time tu,along gaduh ngn mama n libatkn kak ipar aku skali,sampai nangis2 dia,aku xtau la ape dia ckp kt bini dia smp mcm tu..
Dh la dr awal persiapan party satu ape pun dia xtolong,kakak ipar aku yg pasang kipas utk BBQ,n plg best,gelas pecah ms akak basuh pinggan,along leh buat bodo je! (O_O")! X melampau ke korang rs perangai dia?..

Aku xtau la bile dia nk brubah,yg pasti prangai dia byk susahkn org mlm td,malukn family satu hal..ntahla..aku sendri pun xfhm ngn along n mama

Papa xpayah ceritala kt cni,dh penat...

For me,kakak ipar aku baik,just that aku xpasti kebaikan dia leh thn sabar tahap mana duk ngn abg aku..

Life...aku sndri xfhm..
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The Ugly Truth

I AM FAT!!

Hmm...statement xleh blah kn?..aku berisi..70kg ok...with turkey drumstic...I wonder y its so hard to lose weight nowdays plus I'm still a student,no extra money to hv some workout in the gym nearby...n I'm living in a place 15km from jogging park,...kl kot...deeekaaaat nk g jog pagi2...nk lagi best,hah!loneranger!..boleh plak selamat g jog sorg2 hari2 kn?

Goin bck home I'm gettin use of a set of humilation for myself..comparing me wif ma frens,I'm not fit,I got ridiculos hair,no suitable fancy clothes,n god sake...lelaki nk pndg sebelah mata pun xberminat ok!haih~

Byk mission aku cuba follow tp sume xmenjadi coz of money n loneliness...

Bloggy...to u I turn to... T_T
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College Funtooshh!!

Well..its nearly come to an end of college years isn't it?..back reviewing our past 2 years together,its brilliant...
Suka..duka..marah..menyampah..ade sume..complete mcm tomyam (lapar la ni hesh)...but the best thing is..we still hv each other..eventhou ade bf,still hv our quality time together..
I do wana hv this kind of situation wif 1 of my old gurl..miss C..I miss her..I do..but then as usual when she makin a serious relationship,its now hard to be thick like before..
I do ask he to hv time together at Mid Valley one day but the dia ckp "sorry,bf aku xbg aku g area PJ,tmpt ex-scandal aku,t dia buat friend finder aku pulak kn tuduh,xnklah" o_O" again WTH mode ok..omg...ex ko owner MID valley tu ke?
Ringan je mulut aku nk ckp,klu ko setia,ko nk takut ape?..tp baik aku diam je,last2 time tu gak aku ckp "oh,xpela k.bai ajak g pasar malam" aku pun senyum n trus blah..
But then I do text her sometimes..once in 2-3 months I think..

Anyway..for farah,amal n vina..I'm just as happy as happy feet to hv u girls in my life..hope this friendship gona be retain for a long term..Tq for being there wen I need you girls..
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No Money No Journey

It happens today as I'm waiting for my hunny update..early this morning
I wasn't a pusher but then I'm not as I were before..this is wut God decided for me,I'm afraid to ask my momma for my mothly allowance this month coz I felt a bit akward
U wana know y?..coz..arghh..hard to explain..
Sometimes I do feel that people helpin me,givin me something just wana have something from me..not sometimes nwdays..almost frequently..
Aku rajin tlg2 kuar duit kt org dlu2 smp tahun lepas,last2 aku gak yg di burukkn kononnya nk kikis harta org.. O_o" WTF mode ok?
Kepada sepupu sepapatnye yg penah menghasut satu ms dlu,tlg bukak bijik mate ko skit,aku lepas SPM dh ade keta sendiri ok!mmg aku blagak,sbb mulut ko mcm sial!ko dtg kije kl ngn bf aku dlu pun aku yg bg pakai keta nk pegi keja!
Aku tunggu tuhan balas kt ko..igt ye en kurus kering,ko xlayak utk c intan tu ok!
Puas ati aku dpt marah kt blogger..huaaa
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Testing Testing

Haaa..aku skrg masih xputus asa mengetest blogger dr hp..haha
Klu berjaya maka aku kn bgtau kengkwn..ngehehehe
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Foolish Fruits

Ringtone " Whose that chick" by Rihanna crashed my dreams this morning when Amalina wake me up at 8.01am! GOSH! I'm frigging LATE!

Ape laagi,bangun trus rushing pergi toilet..skali BANG! (-_-)" doyai!!! sedapnye terhantuk pintu pagi-pagi buta ni!not really morning la kan?..morning for me..hahaha...SOMEBODY inside...nevermind..i'll b waiting outside with sleepy head...zzzzzzzz

8.35...WTF?...lame gileeeeee...aku pun lekapkan telinga kt pintu toilet tu....hah!SAH! ade org cuci baju kt dalam... 0_o " ....kak oi!mesin basuh kt luar tu hensem,siap baru lg beli,xde org pakai pun pagi2 ni,perlu ke cuci lam toilet!aku nk mandi la wei! (xbuat ape pun,masih sabar menanti)

"KREEOOKK"..."eh,lame tunggu eh,sorry cuci panties" ....senyum baik je minah tu kuar dr toilet melintasi aku yg mcm shrek dpn pintu toilet ..heh!...sengih jela!marah bukan dapat pape pun...aku trus masuk mandi..

Sampai kolej around 9.45am...amal dh siap sms dh,nasi lemak tempat biasa..huaa...xpnh miss sejak autie warung tu jual dr beberapa bulan lalu...n kami ber 5 lah jadi pelanggan setia....sampai2,tu diaaa....bdk2 ni dh siapkn sebungkus utk aku...pelahap la kn?ape lg?! =)
kul 11.30 tamat klas clinical microb...since byk time left...ktorg teman c farah g buat bandraft and vina g cek status akaun,dr jalan TAR ke SOGO..PITSTOP Mcdonald jap pastu sambung melaram ke PERTAMA COMPLEX,silau2 maxis centre kt MAJU JUNCTION,ktorg merayap bwh pagar kawat menuju ke kedai kek di chow kit!..yezzza (gaya sir miza skit)

sharp 1400 waktu malaysia samapi lab utk klas parasitology.. :P wahahaha...skali kuar statement xbest dr miss parasite pasal yg xpuas hati ngn result midterm..katenye "xpuas ati dtg jupe sy,mcm bdk2 tulis kt kertas result"...

aku n the gang senyum2 cicak la kn?..hahahaha buat2 xfhm skit..siap tny tuwh!xleh blah...well ..best actor is a hyphocrite...for  good sake laaaaa .. =p tgh2 duk discuss pasal cacing,miss parasite sound " awk dua org blakang duk meja sebelah,2 org je meja tu .WTF? 0_o" masing2 dh mcm melopong xfhm npe die sound cemtu...

vina ngn farah angkat kaki blah g sebelah...rilexxx....cool...tp ktorg ni klu dh kena tuduh bnd xbuat,lagi annoyinglah kami jd kn?..buat baik berpada,di tindas jarang sekali..haha
believe it or not she just pissed of coz seeing us TALKING?!what the hell?...ckp pasal cacing kot...dia explain xmcm motobot pulak kn?..perrrghh!!!

 

habis kisah parasit,aku ngn farah blk ke kereta redah hujan..niceeee T_T....

smp umah aku xtau npe rs nk update BB aku n blogs sume...dr jam 4ptg-8.30MLM aku duk mengedit + mengadjust sume tu...skali tibe time aku nk update blog.......

TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA (O_O") skali aku terdelete blog aku ms delete email lama aku!!!!ya allah!!!dugaan btul...

aku capai towel..G MANDI

bile aku pk2 blk..mungkin ade hikmah d sebalik tu,blog lame ade kenangan pahit yg byk aku curahkn...mungkin allah xnk aku simpan kenangan2 tu lg supaa aku x menangis....

WELL...AKU BUAT BLOG BARU!hahahaha